December 25, 2018. I thought, “I don’t know if I ever want to attend a Latin Mass ever again.”
It took almost a year before I was able to attend a Latin Mass again.
Now, I have been attending Latin Mass more often recently. Each time, I was easily able to enter into what is truly on my heart due to the silence.
As I looked up at the altar, I kept asking myself, “What am I really trying to say to you, God?” I was having a difficult time putting words to my feelings. Finally, it came to me.
Is it so wrong to want to gain back control?